Creativity: Inspiration & Perspiration
In a never-ending quest to “suck less” I find myself at times drifting, dealing with projects that “aren’t critical or important” but nonetheless have merit–but don’t seek to fulfill my purpose, or bring me closer to my destiny.
Without getting mushy & metaphysical, I think we all face an internal battle–doing that which is truly important to US and is doing good–either in the world, or in our own physical, character, emotional, intellectual, or skill set “muscles”.
I recently underwent a surgery for a torn meniscus of the left knee and was reminded by a physical therapist of a tenet that I hold most keenly in my trombone playing, a “muscle has only two states- growth and atrophy.” Simply, a muscle is either getting stronger, or getting weaker.
I believe that as players, teachers, and humans we struggle with a similar challenge- either being on track, or getting distracted.
I had a young student contact me regarding the outcome of a recent audition. He stated firmly that he was ready to “knuckle down” and “do whatever it takes.” With that in mind, I think it important to reflect on the two primary elements to achievement – Inspiration & Perspiration.
You must have the inspiration to get better, achieve, suck less, , or you won’t have the desire, or the energy, to get your butt out of bed and get to work! Sure, we have the short term pain of deadlines, job, gigs, school concerts, etc., but the LONG game goal- where do YOU want to be, and WHO do you want to become–that’s the real game, which requires a bigger vision and plan.
Second: PERSPIRATION. Simply put- get off your butt and get to work! Have a plan, get a coach, and go gangbusters toward your goal with everything you’ve got- and then go a little more. Check in, mark your progress, plan your practice sessions (or life/project/work/etc.)
With that in mind I wanted to share two quick things that have spurred on my thinking, then it’s back to work:
Gang, Constraints & Blocks: Merlin Mann, a great thinker in the organizational field (and very funny) recently re-fired his defunct podcast with a great 10 minute audio post on blocking time.
Get Inspired: I worked with my friend and colleague Barry Green, author of The Inner Game of Music recently doing some PowerPoint presentations for his recent book The Mastery of Music. In in there’s a great anecdote by Dave Brubeck and his inspiration for some of the rhythmic complexity found in his later compositions- astride a tractor in the Central San Juaquin Valley. I found this video and couldn’t help but smile.
Bottom line: GET INSPIRED, then GET YOUR BUTT IN GEAR! What am I doing to do this for myself? Well friend, I wrote this article (to publicly put me on the line) and am enjoying a great cup of coffee, listening to my favorite trombonist play the Michael Haydn alto trombone concerto (which I’ve committed myself to do in a month ) – now that I’m fired up and REALLY WANT to practice- it’s on.
I’m headed to the woodshed to practice- what are you going to do TODAY to make yourself more happy and FULFILLED as a human, player, parent, teacher, etc? (regardless of career) – I’d appreciate your thoughts in the comments field below, then GO AND GET YOUR BUTT MOVING!
Best,
DrJ
“I suck, You suck. I practice today so that I will suck less tomorrow.”
February 5th, 2009 at 10:17 am
No time for comment; I suck too much, gotta go to the shed.
February 6th, 2009 at 6:24 am
Best wishes at getting the suck out. I struggle with it every day, and it gets harder every day.
But it’s worth it, and you already know that.
Thanks for sharing the thoughts.
February 15th, 2009 at 9:10 am
Well I think you’re pretty damn good, Dr J. Speaking personally, my playing varies according to all sorts of factors, but it does seem to reflect where I’m at mentally most of all. If I’m having an upbeat, energetic day, the playing is strong. If I’m a bit down or depressed I sometimes can’t push the air through, though I try really hard. And if I know the neighbours can hear me (no room in our shed, it’s full of mowers) that really cramps my style. As you say, the solution to not sucking is to blow (frequently). Will go and practise right away.
February 15th, 2009 at 11:18 pm
Hi Kate-
Thanks for your reply- I empathize! It can be intimidating when we’re conscious of neighbors/etc. – I completely understand.
I guess I’ve developed some pragmatic thoughts regarding this:
1) They really don’t care
2) I need to do whatever it takes to get in “the good head space” – go for a brisk walk, get a drink of water, do some jumping jacks, listen to my favorite recording, think about my family/dog/people I love- i.e. get MOTIVATED and EXCITED about the opportunity, rather than panicking.
3) I purposely go RIGHT FOR the areas in music that I SUCK AT, and AVOID those I WANT to practice. We get better by facing our demons- and it’s human to want to sound good- but we make the most rapid progress by working on the key areas that we NEED to work on.
4) If I’m working as a performing musician, one who is going to be ultimately playing for OTHER PEOPLE – I need to “get over” the self-conscious aspect (note here: you never fully will) but at least become desensitized to it, so that when I do perform, whether in the house where neighbors can hear, or in public, I’m focused on my game and making music with colleagues, rather than “uh oh- do people like me?”
My $0.02- now, off to the woodshed!